He met you and yet he still sinned. He experienced your love and he still struggled. You still loved him, protected him, and stayed by his side. Then, you met him again and named him Israel. Every encounter was real—every encounter was You. Jacob went through a working process and learned to walk with You little by little.
I know You have met me. I know You have come down to speak to me many times. Let me learn to walk with You little by little as well.
Manifest Your love in me.
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생각은 많은데 글로는 써지질 않는다. 머릿속에 스쳐지나가는 이 모든 생각들을 모아서 쓰고 싶지만 담아두기도 전에 날아가버린다.
세월호가 다 가라앉았다.
얼마나 추웠을까..얼마나 무서웠을까…
아직 피워보지도 못한 그 많은 꿈들은 누가 보상해주나. 즐거운 시간을 보내고 돌아온다던 딸과 아들들은 누가 보상해주나.
보상을 할 수 나 있는 가치인가. 그 누가 어떤 말을 하더라도 채워지지 않을 괴로움과 슬픔일텐데… 이 나라는 도대체 어떻게 돌아가고 있는건지…한심하다.
I always thought I was more important to you than you were to me. I always thought I had the upper-hand. I don’t think that is so true anymore. I think about you & I wonder about you and I realize you were more important to me than I ever was to you.
I feel utterly immobile in this country. Everything I want to do is restricted by the law—which seems to close in on me tighter and tighter as I get older. Every little thing that is obvious and menial to others is one mountain i have to climb over. No one truly understands unless they are in the same shoes as you. Most will “pray” and “care” for you with empty words, but that just makes me feel more distinguished and distant. I feel utterly immobile.
Even though I don’t deserve it.
No way that I can earn it.
He loved us, God loved us so.
He made the greatest sacrifice.
Jesus loved us more than we could ever know.
Judgment keeps you from loving others
& pride keeps others from loving you.
왜 이렇게 까지 신경쓰이는지…
정말 알다가도 모르겠다
비록 많은 사람들에게 과소평가당하는 직업이라 할지라도 이런 글을 보면 문득 이런 생각이 든다.. 아.. 난 아이들 하나하나의 삶에 큰 영향을 끼칠 수 있는 사람이구나. 나같이 부족한 사람이 아이 한명의 미래를 좌우 할 수 도 있구나. 정말 이런 글을 보고나면 정말 열심히 사랑으로 살아야겠다는 생각밖에 안든다.